It has been 3 days since school reopen already...can say so far so good bah...studies still can cope...in school also quite happy bah...but if only the amount of gossiping around people would go lesser. School was fun so far...cause did not get caught for hair lol...muahahaa...but too bad...was given a first was warning today -.- so i'll be cutting it tmr le...gonna miss my hair...oh well...can grow de la lol...no point kicking up such a big fuss. I think my black dye gonna drop off and soon, my red hair would be back...cause a few friends of mine already starting to spot my red hair liao lol...oh well...walk one step count one step lor.
Tomorrow taking height and weight le...muahahaha plus 10 kg on me and im still not over weight...aiming for 58kg now...maybe i should'nt work-out on my muscles...cause im just cutting fats but gaining more muscles...which causes my weight to increase...crap lor. and i just had a heavy dinner =( haix...atleast 62 or 63 tomorrow lol...oh well...nvm la...i dun care =D.
Kkz, this paragraph is for Tan Sining cause she ask me to blog about her -.- so i just anything lor lol...kinda nice having her sitting beside me during class cause got people to chit chat with and also help me with some things. Thanks for waking me up today by kicking my table lol...cause teacher was calling my name but i was dead asleep in class. Anyway, saw you during holidays lol...still so 'tall' =x. kkz, all the best for your studies then...oh ya...and also thanks for helping me pass things to steph during recess lolx...=p.
29o1o7 <3. 2 more days, this time you sms la lol=)
5:46 PM
Went school in the morning to discuss library stuff with Chee Kiat and Mrs Serene Goh about library camp's stuff. Saw zhen yang, xusheng and dong liang in school also...played basketball with them for awhile cause was still early. After that Mrs Serene Goh came and we started the camp discussion...actually cheekiat and i was not allowed into the library cause we were wearing home clothes...but after further persuading, Miss Boey finally allowed us to go in...lol.
Stayed in school for like 1 hour plus bah...after that Mrs Goh gave us $10 for lunch...lol so good...so cheekiat and i decide to go to east point footcourt to eat western. On our way there, we met guo zhong and xinyi hehe they look kinda sweet...seeing them like that i have to confess that erm...i was abit envy...how come other people can so sweet then...erm nvm. As i was saying, me and cheekiat went footcourt but cant find any seats, so we went to the kopitiam but then western not open and i dont want to eat fastfood...so we went to walk around East Point for awhile then went back to footcourt to find seats and thank God, we manage to find one that is near the western stall so we sat down...i went to order food and cheekiat, drinks.
After eating, cheekiat said he wanna go play arcade at tampines mall...so i agreed to go with him...i got this feeling to call steph if she want me to meet her cause she going out with wan qin...i so damn regretted doing that...stupid feeling...
So i went to tm's arcade with cheekiat...he played but i didnt cause totally moodless...play until like 3 plus then we decided that we want to go home...then i asked him if he wanna come my house play PS2, so he agreed and we proceeded to my house...and we played PS2 until 4:50 then he left my house. I went to wash my hair after that and went to meet guo zhong at interchange mac cause this is the first day of our tuition...so cool sia lol...first time having tuition. But both of us not very familiar with the place...so we end up spending 10 minutes just to find that place.
The tuition was not bad la...teacher can teach and is also quite friendly...classmates abit quiet well i find that its a good thing bah...even if they wanna talk also no chance for them to talk cause too many maths questions to do liao lol. 1 and a half hour passed so quickly lol maybe cause i was too busy using my brain until i forgot the time lol. Teacher gave us abit of homework before we left.
After tuition guozhong and i wanted to take bus to 201 and eat so we went to wait at a busstop for Bus 291. After 15 minutes...we saw two Bus 293 passed us...so we were wondering how come Bus 291 so long still havent come...then i went to check...alamak!!! that busstop dont have Bus 291 lor...lol and we waiting there dumb-ly for like 15 minutes in the end we went to find 1 nearby coffee shop and ate our dinner there lol. We talked about alot of stuff also...mostly is about bgr and gossip about who and who together and all that lolx...wa...he and xin yi another few more days than 1 year liao lolx...congratz to them sia. After that we took bus and went to our respective homes liao.
Although i was busy the whole day, my mood wasn't very good because of some stuff...
29o1o7 <3. trying to continue
9:11 PM
Sunday
As usual, played for church service today...only difference is that, i removed the rim thing from the drum...allow it to produce a metalic sound which sounded very very nice...muahaha. Who says my church de drum cannot produce good music lol. After service, i went to LEC to help out with tele-match cause they needed some youths to help out with the crowd control, team leading and stuff. I have to say this man...THE KIDS LOVES ME!!! lol...can tell how much they enjoyed my presence =p lol so bhb hor? lol.
Went to sentosa with lifeworks after that...some of us were late...so sorry...din not mean to cause need to help up at LEC...we proceeded to Siloso beach after everyone had arrived and is ready to move off...the weather was terrific that day...like abit want to rain but never rain that kind, so its very cooling. Somemore the beach got so many bikini babes, saw some ang mohs also =xxx [hope i wont get scolding for this] Got chance to wear the new basketball pants which i bought on friday...$29 sia!!! dun wear wasted lol...but i like it alot la...atleast they have the colour that i wanted...black!! lol.
We started off with a game of frisbee, the game was abit...erm quick? lol cause my team all pro de mah...lol...totally trashed the other team lor...within 1 minute can score liao =p. we trashed them like 14 - 1? lol...after that our dear referee kan bu guo qu already haha so he suggested that we have a switch of team members cause we really too strong liao...muahaha got me in the team sure win de mah!!! lol...after switching team, i was seperated from a few better players...BUT! my team still manage to score the first shot lol...thanks to me =p no la kidding...thanks to all of my team mates.
After frisbee we break for awhile...then continued with soccer...beach soccer lol...i didnt really enjoyed it as much as frisbee cause im not really a soccer person but overall it was still ok la lol. After that wen to 7-11 with Iceman and Amos to buy drinks...kao...sentosa de 7-11 is much more expensive than other 7-11 outlets lor...coke 1 bottle $2 =.= palia sia lol. So i bought a super big glub...everybody can share mah lol...i drank abit...then go re-fill abit haha...so bad sia...and i kind of stole something =x. Not really stole la...but i took a cracker...ok la i admit...I've sinned.
Abit dont feel like blogging le sia lol...is got things to blog about but just dont have the kind of mood to blog...and i do hope someone can help me look for a nice blogskin and edit it or somehow...i've been finding it for a few weeks already but still cannot find a nice one...haix...and 1 more thing...school holidays ending soon le...sian sia...like past so fast...super sian lor and i havent went out enough le =p
Happy Fathers Day! =D
29o1o7 <3. too ="p
1:04 PM
Kkz, decided to blog despite the fact that im not feeling well as in not sick that kind...not feeling well emotionally lol...YAY! emo period...but i'll be fine after awhile...i guess? have to depends on things that goes around me. I tend to get childish when im emo lol...sad to say...but yar...i wish i could grow out of this fast if not whats the point of being childish sia...
Im kind of alittle crazy right now...got a kind of want-to-explode feeling inside me...so im trying to explode it out...cause i dun feel good when it is stuck inside me...lolx see whose the unlucky person that would be calling my handphone lor...sure kenna scolding by me...but the next time i meet him will treat drinks la lol...xin ku le ar...lol...but atleast can get drinks from me right...lol.
This exploding feeling is making me alittle high...oh ya...i still remembered around 2 years back i had this anger management problem...but ofcouse now its so much better la...and ya...everytime i get angry, i'll launch the demon inside me...and when i say demon, i really mean it. I'll turn into a different person and gives everybody a hard time lol...cause they had to like pin me down and pray for me...i dunno wad i should call it...hm...demon-possesed?
Its like an animal that is cage inside me...and everytime i get angry, i'll open the cage myself and the animal would come and take over me...sounds ridiculous rite? lol well my church friends and cousins experienced it before...they find it ridiculous too i think...how can christian get control by demon? hm i dunno also leh...unless the christian allow it to happen? Atfirst it was not so bad...cause i can choose whether to allow that thing to come out...but the more i allow it, the more i cant control it and it got worst. It tends to come out frequently and my mood, my behaviour, my actions and my expression would start to change. I'll get very umcomfortable whenever i hear a Pastor speaking or the Word of God and i will just run out of church...it happened many times before...then my cousins would come out and drag me in again and start praying for me lol. Kkz, if anyone finds it ridiculous or dont believe me, you can stop reading...as if im pointing a gun at you.
First my right hand would start to shake by itself...thats something like a 'warning' to show that its coming out, after that before i know it, it gets control over me and i turn violent. i would start hitting floor and walls, something hard to vent my anger...but the problem is i dont even know wad im angry about...its just the kind of explosion feeling. And the amazing part is that i wont feel any pain...lol...how nice if i use it on human rite? =xx. It usually happens for quite a long time...depending on how well the person is praying for me lol. And when im done venting or should i say, when that 'thing' stops, i'll get very very tired and weak...so weak that i cant even move.
It only occurs either in church or when my church friends are around...but there was once, it happened in school. I was angry with one of my classmate cause he was sitting behind me but kept disturbing me...was very irritated but he dont know. And my right hand starts to shake...but i really did not want it to happen...cause i know in school no one can pray for me...and after awhile, that thing took over. I turned back, hold my hand on his table and i threw the whole thing at him...lolx and he flew backwards on his chair...thank God hes not seriously injured...and that 'thing' stopped after that...phew...lucky it did not continue...my classmates were stund to see me acting this way...cause all along im the gentle kind de =p.
This 'thing' bothered me for like 5-6 months...until 1 day, a Pastor from some country came to our church to give a sermon...and when he gave the altar call and again, my cousins drag me to the front and the pastor prayed for me...and ofcouse i struggled cause the 'thing' inside me doesnt want to go to the front...and the pastor prayed for me. I became fine after that day...but also because of that day, my whole church know i got this problem..except my parents cause they wont in church that day...so heng lol...lucky they never see their own son turning into something else.
Haix...cant deny the fact that im missing you now. But at the same time im also confused...im confused if we should still continue cause im totally not a good guy...my weaknesses and bad points make me sucks and i feel that i dun deserve you? thats y im always asking if u still wanna continue. Despite all these can u still love me? wanted to tell you that i really enjoyed going out with u yesterday...love my every moment spent with you...
29o1o7 <3. still loving you.
9:55 AM
Kkz, time to continue from where i left off back to talking about my holidays...
3rd-8th of May
I was sick for straight 6 days...suffered from gastric flu and headache haix...then zhuzhu kept asking me to go see doctor but i got this feeling that even if i go see doctor also no use cause just felt that im cursed =x. Forget about it, bad week for me lol...
Monday. I stayed at home whole day, palia sian lor...haix, cause the next day got maths remedial so dont feel like going anywhere. So actually got nothing to blog about actually lol.
Tuesday. Went to meet zhong, yang2 and leo at 201 mac...they ate but i didnt, cause i sick mah...and after they ate we go school for maths remedial le lor...lol step in only saw some classmates liao...well, thank God i can still walk into school without being held back at the security post and question about my red hair lol. Mr Neo came and saw me...then he congratz me on my hair...then i so diao lor =.= after maths remedial i went to kfc with friends...then after that zhong called his mom to come pick him up from school cause his father just bought her a car...lol...his mom is aka my Gan Ma...well...thats wad i call her la lol...and she shun bian send me home also...haha...thanks Gan Ma =D. Then i spent my whole day at home liao =.=
Wednesday. Went to school again...but this time was because of library meeting hehe which means i never go for maths remedial =xxx lol...Mr Neo will forgive me de la...hor? need to play for library camp...quite slack actually haha...im quite....looking forward to it bah cause got all the rest of the sec 4s and 5 around...lol...but also quite stressful sia, cause if plan until not good then sure kenna shoot by them lol. After planning, cheekiat and I went to WhiteSand library for cip again...but this time i not feeling well lor...haix...headache killing me...totally cant concentrate on my job...but i still manage to endure through 5 hours of slack work =x lol.
Thursday. Super sian in the morning lol cause nothing on mah. Around 3 plus Louis msn me...asked me if he can come over to plau PS2...shun bian return my 50 over games back to me lol, ofcouse i agreed la, so bored at home alone lol. he came over and we play Red Fraction but can only play for awhile leh cause i got Yamaha after that. School was fun sia lol...cause last few minutes teacher allowed us to jam with him...he played a song 'Dani California' by Red Hot Chili Peppers. very fun to play sia haha...the rest of my classmates was abit blur, guess they never played a song before lol, but it was fine with me. Maybe cause im use to playing for church already...so i kind of know when to do a roll and when to clash and whens the chorus coming. Had a great time jamming with teacher today =). After that went to eat with mom and dad. Dad ordered carrot cake for me...which caused my gastric flu to worsen the next day =.=
Friday. Like what i mentioned, i suffered from extreme gastric flu today...it was so bad that my mom had to drag me to the doctor so i had no choice lor. Doctor gave me some medicine to eat then after that jiu okay liao. but then i stayed at home whole day lor...din even got chance to go to national library and do cip sian lor lol...then cannot eat too oily food kao which is like alot of things cannot eat la....sian sia lol. Went to meet Gougou for dinner at 201 and then Joel smsed me if i want to go to his house and play boardgames den i said okay lor...but i lazy to go back home...so i ask him if can stay over anot...and he said okay...YEAH! At first when i just reach abit sian...cause he was doing ironing =.= then i wait to see if got anything to do anot...then i spot the new bike that hes father bought...behind can sit somebody somemore...so i ask jo if he wants to go night cycling...i cycle he just sit behind can liao haha. We had a long chat that night...talk about church stuff and also update each other about our lives and problems lor...went back his house at about 11 plus...by then can sleep liao lol...so we went home and slept lor...i sleep living room lol...considerate wad me =p.
Saturday. Morning woke up ended up on the floor =.= i think i rolled down myself...oh well, not the first time anyway used to it liao lol. watched tv for like 3 hours lor after that then dad come pick me home and we bath then after that go church for music practice. Yay and i got my chance to eat the Pai Gu Mian at my favourite stall near my church...wa...they sell the best Pai Gu Mian lor...to me la lol. After music practice was youth service liao lor lol.
After service when to eat at suntec...but! this time no KFC wor...muahaha i broke the custom cause i cannot eat too oily food mah....so i dragged the whole gang with me to food court. the food also not bad lor...atleast its not fast food lol. On the way to suntec, lol...i was being 'interrogate' by yizhen and milton...keep asking me stuff about zhuzhu... like what hers name or hows me and her already...i can only run away from reality lor lol...die die dont want to answer but in the end yizhen managed to guessed her name...thanks to Iceman...crap de lor...and Amos lol both of them 'Eat Inside Help Outside' instead of defending me they help Yizhen to tackle me...how nice of my own Klan members lol. Fine lor...nowadays always kenna teased by them...cant believe i actually blushed wa!!! lol stress sia...Yizhen see me blush still so happy...sick rite? lol.
After dinner, most of them had to leave cause got Leaders Retreat then left Milton, Amos , Iceman and Me lor...which is part of the KuKu Klan. Decided to go play LAN but quite expensive sia...1 hours 2 dollars...but nvm la long long play one time...atleast i had fun. My counter strike really cannot make it lor lol...but my Dota not so rusty...did a Mega Kill lol...and got killed by some gay ultimate attack =x hehe jkjk. Reached home at around 11 plus then zhuzhu called me and we chatted for awhile...after that ate Mac for supper...wa kao...super fattening sia i myself feel fat...haix...
Thats all bah...i'll blog again next time, got some people ask me blog ownself never blog...haix...=x. kkz zhuzhu, see u tmr =p
29o1o7 <3. dunnid scared la lol.
9:33 PM
kkz, it has been quite a number of days ever since i blogged...so i decided to blog now lor lolx. can talk about my holidays bah...it has been great i find so far it has been quite fruitful.
Went to national library last wednesday and friday to do my cip hours...not bad sia...5 hours passed so quickly...dunno how come time passes so fast...maybe because i enjoyed it bah lol...and also being with nerd gang they all. everytime got break or after work we would go to the near-by arcade lol everytime is Llyold treat me de, haha ofcouse must treat la i teach him how to drift car leh but dunno why he still dunno. Haix no talent jiu shi no talent =p. and i will still be going there for a few more times to archieve my 30 hours of CIP. Now i only have 15 hours but the rest have 20 already cause last friday i did not turn up due to my gastric flu.
Friday, 1st of June
As usual, i went to WhiteSand Library in the after for my cip until 5pm...then steph told me that shes on her way to downtown east's subway because her sister [Rose] wants to see her boyfriend, Elias, which was working at subway. So i decided to try my luck...see whether can meet her at downtown east anot and to my surprise, she said okay!!! lol...then i very happy. First time can like get near her i think...yar...but on the other hand i quite stress also...asked my friends if they wants to downtown east anot...at first they say want go there walk walk de lor...in the end they reject me but thank God i manage to drag Lloyld with me and he paid for the cab to DTE...muahahah lol.
So we waited for steph, rose and Joan [a childhood friend of theirs] to arrive cause she say she taking MRT back. so while waiting, Llyold decided to go get some food...then okay lor...i follow him...since he so good follow me to DTE...he wanted me to eat with him but i dun want...cause i not very hungry and also dont want to waste money...so in the end he bo bian lor...need to treat me...then i ate reluctantly...lolx...heng ar...not my money...$4:50 sia!! lol.
After that llyold and i decided to walk to the arcade...just nice...we bumped into steph, rose and joan...so qiao lor...then i start to zhong se qing you already lol...me and him followed at the back of the 3 girls...and we arrived at subway...but sat at different tables...can tell that lloyld was very sian...but he totally cannot get along with us...we are too old for him le la =x lol. Then my sweet girl so cute lor...lol...cause she was blushing...and trying to hide her face from me...but i kept looking at her...lol...
After awhile, rose took out some jelly beans which they bought and asked me to guess the colour...wa kao i almost cannot make it lor...thanks to steph i manage to answer some of them right...lol...she hint me de...lol...thanks ar =D. later on...Llyold cannot take the sian-ness liao...keep asking me what time im leaving...and i told him many times that i wont be leaving early...i want to see my zhu zhu la!!! =x. so i lent him 7 dollars to take cab back to his house...muahaha finally my burden gone =xxx. lol so bad right? he was suppose to pei me but when steph came i wanted him to leave asap...but seriously speaking...i dun really like him thou...very irritating and childish...haix...oh well...still young la =x [as if i very old like that lol]
Then i moved to the same table as them...and im sat beside rose, the ah lian lol...joan and steph was sitting oposite us...it kinda felt nice la lol...first time can really sit down with her around...few minutes later...Elias' sister, christine came and sat down with us also...wa...she very cartoon and talkative lor lol...her mouth really cannot stop de lor...haha...but atleast the thing she says also quite funny and understandable la...despite the ang moh qiang...lol...i like interesting people lar...hard to find people with a good sense of humor nowadays maybe cause Singaporeans too act cool and care too much about face le la...and so short tempered lor...easily provoked...haix...sad la lol...
After sitting for like 1 hour plus in subway, steph's mom called and told them to go to whitesand's KFC to meet her for dinner...but i she bu de my zhuzhu...so i asked christine to follow me to whitesand to accompany me so that i can be with my zhuzhu alittle more lol...since christine is so entertaining...and with her around i wont so pai seh lol...then after that walk until kfc then need to part liao...cause her mother was there too...then i came up with this idea of sitting inside kfc also...lol...so me and christine went to sit at kfc...and zhuzhu's mother saw me....haha...heard that she no comments...i assume that its a bad thing...haix lol...then i chatted with christine...until zhuzhu they all left...then we also go le lor...i walked christine back to subway and then i went home le.
Really enjoyed that day cause she was around...hope next time we can really find the time to get together bah...lolx...and this post is just like the Part 1 of what i want to blog only...cause its 2:50 am already and i need to play for service tmr...so want to rest le...i'll continue a new post tomorrow and talk about more stuff about my holiday bah...lol...good nite blog =)
29o1o7 <3. proud of your improvement...LYMAM [guess yourself =p]
1:25 AM
