during the day.

Sunday, April 22, 2007

Just came back from Church...lol..early morning need to go church liao...cause need play drum for Chinese Service. abit stress, caise MYE is just 1 more week away...and i still have so many subjects that i need to brush up...haix...feeling so stressed up now...

I wanna join a Band!!! although i noe my dad is agianst the idea...cause he was in a band once but had a bad experience in it...but i really wanna join a Band...since i cant join a Racing Team. Well...if i cant drive, i'll just have to drum then...lol.

Hm, 4 more days left before Joel comes back...yea man!!! Bassist is back!!! lol...got people crap around with me liao...KuKu Klan unite! =D.

Kkz, lets see...I've mentioned the band thing, exam thing and Joel thing...still left with wad ar?...hm...should be left with nothing Important le bah...=x.

Kidding la...lol...miss u lots...but ur still sleeping leh...really very pig sia...12 plus liao still sleeping...kao...so stress...3 pigs waiting for me to feed in future...the mother pig and 2 baby pig...haiyo =xxx.

29o1o7. LYVM =)

12:31 PM

Saturday, April 14, 2007

kkz...blog now since im bored...yesterday was friday...and i like friday alot...lol...except for the fact that theres art lesson...haix sian lol...time flies sia...and now im only left with 17 days to revise before exams and im like still not doing anything about it...jialat liao la...starting to panick already...MUST STUDY HARD!!! (although the apaper is quite soft.)

yesterday during art, shang jing got caught for smoking...then was called down to the General Office...cause they wanna spot check his back and bring him to the smoke check...then he left 2 packets of cigratte with me...actually i didnt really agree la...but he just stuff them into my bag...ask me to help him keep...so i help lor...then i was thinking, 'wa kao if any teacher comes in and spot check then i die liao lor?' lol...but thank God nothing happened...then after the smoke test he came back and grab his cigratte liao...heard that he drank the whole bottle of green tea within 5 seconds before the smoke test to bring down the level of smoke in his body.

haix... i miss my cousin Joel, suddenly felt alittle weird without him being around...stupid NS thing...lol...need to keep him inside for the first 3 weeks...haix...no more Bassist to Jam with me already...haix...haix...haix...i miss him badly.

i need GOD!!! cause i think i kinda side-track abit le bah...Lord, forgive me for he times that i've not obeyed u....i pray that You will change me to be a better Christian...and i pray that You will guide me and help me to love instead of lust...and i pray for Salvation for my friend, please Lord...i need my friend to be saved by You...this is my prayer, Lord...Amen.

29o1o7 <3. hoping against all odds.

9:29 AM

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

current mood : not very good i think.

humans are unreliable source, well im not saying that all of them are...but some are.

nature of human: self-centered. only cares about themselves...again i repeat, not all humans are like dat...some are not...but usually the good ones are the ones that are always being made use of...when u treat someone too well, they take u for granted...and then ur worth nth to them...

'Do Unto Others What U Want Others To Do Unto You', well...seems to be correct. but 1 thing it didnt says is that 'What You Do Unto Others, They Will Surely Do Back To You'.

There was once i was sitting in class and 1 of my friend was having alittle problem with this Love thing, so she asked me:

"Silas, how to tell if i truely in love a person."

i replied, "well...hold on a sec, i'll bring something out and show u." and i went to my bag to grab a 'guide book' and i showed her this.

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.

i told her, "u try replacing the word 'love' with ur name...so it would be something like...silas is kind, silas does not envy...blablabla..."

well...i noe shes interested in a guy but i wanted to discourage her cause i noe shes the play play kind...so i told her..."well...if u dun even have these qualities...wad rights do u think u have to actually say that u love someone?"

and i think she almost cried...but no choice...thats the truth wad...even i use this as a guide for myself to follow...

oh well, enough of the serious mood...i 4get that im suppose to mention sining in my blog...[cause she told me to] sining is a very good friend...she helps me with my school work..(although most of the time its the opposite) but still, she did help me ALITTLE. shes like a small girl...so cute...with a mole on a nose and i sometimes calls her, 'Elmo' =xxx.

kk, guess im done...gtg out already.

29o1o7 <3 so hard...so hard.

6:42 PM